the Power of the Popular (or Post-Modern) Poz Paradigm


You must believe me despite what you think: i am not judging, but am not going to infect you, either. HIV meds aren't cheap, even with health coverage. Not to mention how often they don't work or stop working.

OK, wait. Actually, I lied. I judge. Everyone does. Constantly. It is what separates humans from all other creatures. Judgment. Free will. It's good stuff, not bad, not negative. Judgment isn't the same as feeling guilt or shame.

Read on. Mind, open, just for a bit, OK?

Wasted viagra? What is this blog all about anyway?

This is my blog which is a record of some of the more outrageous postings I have seen on the Craigslist Personals\M4M section, where guys who are supposedly HIV-negative are looking for bareback tops who are also supposedly HIV-negative.

When I read one of these ads (and there are many, every day, in every small and large city in the country), and feel particularly incensed, and think that I might be able to reach that person in some small way by telling them my experiences with how that has worked out for so many people doing what they are doing, then I go ahead and write them, and post their original ad, as well as my email to them, to my blog. It makes me feel better about seeing all those ads, at least trying to get them to stop the insanity, or, at least, admit to them that I don't know their situation, that maybe their ability to at least specify that they want an HIV-negative partner is already a big step for them, that for some people they actually have taken much time and thought a lot about how they are going to approach sex and dating and for some of them, it is an acceptable risk to play, even bareback, with people who at least are declaring themselves HIV-negative.

Some of these people do realize that it is akin Russian Roulette with varying odds. Some of them think that at least they are upping their odds by "only barebacking" with guys who at least identify as HIV-negative. I don't know if the statistic is still correct of 50% of the HIV-infected population in the US being unaware, but if that is the case, the odds still aren't great for these guys. It is very very risky and a very effective way to become infected with HIV, this whole "UB2" world.

I can't say that I know anything about it, either, and I admit that to them, because I have been HIV+ for longer than I was HIV-. Born 1964, infected 1983, you do the math. :-)

L'auteur, c'est moi

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You must believe me despite what you think: i am not judging, but am not going to infect you, either. HIV meds aren't cheap, even with health coverage. Not to mention how often they don't work or stop working. OK, wait. Actually, I lied. I judge. Everyone does. Constantly. It is what separates humans from all other creatures. Judgment. Free will. It's good stuff, not bad, not negative. Judgment isn't the same as feeling guilt or shame. Read on. Mind, open, just for a bit, OK?

Friday, September 28, 2007

Jock bottom hosting TOP stud in my hotel.

Jock bottom hosting TOP stud in my hotel. - 27
Woke up horned outta my mind this morning. Been in town working all week and have today off. HIV neg, 5' 10" 160. 7.5cut. Masculine, smooth. HIV neg safe bottom looking for a guy around my age to late 40s married or masculine HIV neg TOPs who LOVE to bareback and breed jock hole. You are clean, safe, HIV neg, who is hot, white/latin/black & knows how to have good sex. Not into endless emails. Send a pic in your first email and come over. Can host till 4 pm.

Also totally cool with just giving you head and swallowing.

Check out this boy's sweet fuckin' pictures. Too bad he's as dumb as a box of rocks.

To use his writing style to describe him, I'd say, "You are ignorant, unaware, stoopid and might have a death wish. Being masculine is not as important to me as is your being someone who will infect me with the human immunodeficiency virus, strain unimportant (as long as I get plenty of variety over the next few days). You come in, I ask you to confirm that you are HIV neg verbally, which you do, then having known me for all of 45 seconds, I get your dick up my ass unwrapped and beg you to flood my useless slimy pre-cumfilled cunt with even more cum."

Amazing, huh? What prose! What poetry! What another stupid fuck on Craigslist who will before too long be posting ad like, "Poz bottom looking for loads". Stupid ignorant FUCK. Probably, very likely even, a very selfish not-very-good fuck, at that.

L-O-S-E-R
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